Currently Listening Palm Trees and Power Lines By Sugarcult see related

BUH-BYE

hmmmm.....not gonna use this anymore. xanga is dead. i’m not gonna shut this down though; too many memories.
so.......i make livejournal entries now.
friends only though....sry.

bye 

Currently Listening Futures By Jimmy Eat World see related

I've planned to update this for weeks.
But I'm too lazy right now.
So updates are coming soon.

Currently Listening The Young and Hopeless By Good Charlotte see related

guess what biotches?!?!?!

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!! I AM NOW OFFICIALLY SIXTEEN!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHANOÉ!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

today kinda sucks cuz i don’t get to see my friends, but its still my birthday, and im trying my best to be happy.

i finally got my computer, all i have to do is take it outta the box. then nag my mom to get the internet hooked up, so i should be back online by next week!! woot woot!!

school is the same, im starting to put off homework and do it in other classes...lol. the PSATs went pretty well, i actually studied, (meaning did at the practice packet the night b4, at 12 am) and i have come to find out that nearly no one else studied. so more scholarship money for me!!!

ahhhh!! bell just rang, g2g.

love u guys

5 Random Things about Me
1) I'm in love with love.
2) I read to escape life, it’s like getting high for me.
3) I wouldn’t still be alive without my friends. (the ones that have kept in touch with me since moving)
4) I can’t live without music, internet, and tv. yes, in that order.
5) I believe the reason we are on earth for, is to love and be loved. Happiness is all anyone really wants, nothing but love can bring that.

I tag Shafiya, Garlie, Jen, and Roslyn. (If any of them get the chance to see this)

today was the last day of school...a certain person wasnt there...and left me all alone. yea i had my friends with me...but it just wasnt the same. after finals...i will never see a lot of ppl from school again...this explains how i feel a lot better...

June 14, 2005

ill be leaving now

no one will miss me

im sure i was just a nuisance

and you couldnt wait to get rid of me

ill slowly pack my things

as i cry

they tell me to look at the bright side

and to spread my wings

but i dont want to be anywhere but here

where i truly belong

my will is breaking

but you know i never really was that strong

i need your help

i need you to hold me

but your not here

like you said you’d be all along

broken promises,

disappointments,

unfinished goals,

and things left unsaid

all i have to take with me

as i pack my bags

and look ahead

i have to face it

i cant ignore it anymore

i have to take all my courage

and walk out that door

my new life is waiting

though i never asked to restart

i dont want to leave

and its breaking my heart

just know that ill never be happy there

and ill miss you all

just know that your impact on my life

could never be described as “small”

this is my last and final goodbye

you can trust

i wont look back

so you’ll never see the tears flowing from my eyes

it probably sucked...i know...i never post my poems...even though i write a lot...but this is a really big turning point in my life...

my math final is tomorrow morning...im gonna fail...i hate math b...i went swimming at a friends house today after school...it was really fun...one of my last...thats it for now...

bye...